Unintentional

I am not a perfect person,

I have had my share of mistakes,

I betrayed those who loved me,

Gave pain to those who made me smile,

But believe me its true,

I didn't want to hurt you,

It was all unintentional..

For your love, all i gave you was hatred,

For your care, i treated you with rudeness,

But believe me its true,

I didn't want to hurt you,

I know i behaved irrational,

But it was all unintentional..

I know you were not fake,

But your love was something i couldn't take,

Everyone was betraying me,

I couldn't see your truth,

I am sorry, i didn't want to hurt you,

It was all unintentional..

You are happy in your life,

I know, now i cant have you back,

I am sorry for all the things i wish i didn't do,

Believe me its true

I didn't want to hurt you

It was all unintentional..

** Dedicated to, all those people whom i have hurted, knowingly or unknowingly, all those who were/are sad or unhappy because of me, just wanna say one thing from the heart..
I am Sorry!! Hope you forgive me.. :) :)

Listen to me, just let me say,
You don't know but you are drifting away,
He doesn't feel the way you do,
These emotions are making a fool of you,
He is not the one you perceive,

His looks and innocence are just a deceive,
This feeling is so overrated,
It's a matter of time that you'll be separated,
You should keep off him, he is not the one for you,
Don't break your heart, you won't get one new,
You'll be left alone in the end,
With a broken heart to mend,
He is making you weak,
But you can't be so meek,
You gotta be strong,
And sing your own song.

Ek baat hai jo honthon pe aayi nahi,

Ek dard hai dil mein jo diya kisi ko dikhayi nahi,

Apna samjha tha use begana nahi,

Par usne tha mujhe kabhi apna mana nahi,

Kehta tha dost hoon main tera,

Par phir bhi saath chod diya jab hua savera,

Aaj bhi dil ko tera intezaar hai,

Tu laut aayega agar tujhe mujhse pyaar hai..

P.S. This post has nothing to do with anyone dead or alive. It is just an imagination of my stupid mind. :D

(I cant laughing after writing this post. Its so funny..!!!!! :D :D :P kindly ignore my stupidity :P :D)

a serious note after the joke:

khuda ka shukar hai ki aansu berang hote hai warna raaton ko bheeg jaane wala takiya na jaane kitne raaz bayan kar deta.

The world is not fair enough.....

When kids aren't caring enough towards their parents, people say so many things "unhone tumhe janam diya h, bada kiya hai, tumhari zaruraton ko poora kiya hai, ab tumhe bhi unka khayal rakhna chahiye, its your duty" , "you should not disrespect your parents" , "maa-baap bhagwan ke samaan hote hai, unka aadar karo" , "unke saath pyaar se raho", "maa-baap ke charno me swarg hai" etc etc etc... if situation goes out of hand, parents drag their own children to courts to sort out the issues..but what if the parents do the same things to their children??? what if they don't care for their children? what if they are indifferent towards their children? what if they crush their dreams?? what if they don't have enough time for them to talk, to celebrate their birthdays, festivals or any other occasion?? where are these people then?? why don't they say anything to the parents?? why do they still support the parents and tell us that whatever they are doing is for our good?? why does no one ever listen to us?? why do we have to do everything according to their wish? why do they think that we are always wrong even when we are adult and are legally able to take and be responsible for our own decisions?? they deprive us of all the things and name it as protectiveness, care and love?? And when we tell them that they are doing wrong, they scold us and say we are manner less and disrespectful towards them...but most importantly how can parents love their child when they don't even love each other?? what should the child do in such cases?? or rather what can a person do apart from crying silently till he sleeps..or wiping away his tears, putting up a fake smile and pretending that everything is fine though deep down he knows nothing is fine and it will never be fine...

does growing up means being deprived of the small small happiness?? does it mean being deprived of one's parents love and care?? does growing up means to break people's hearts and not even caring to mend it??

if this is called growing up, then i wish no one ever grows up...

we just need a little love, a little care, a little understanding and a little support from our parents..is this too much to ask for??

"One love - for the mother's pride
One love - for the times we cried
One love - gotta stay alive
I will survive"

just felt the lyrics to be apt so wrote it down..

**no offense to anyone..it's just a random post..

Mere Sang Toh Chal Zara...

Come with me to a new world,

let go the memories you hold,

you have gone through a lot,

just forget the times you fought,
you deserve a lot more,
than the relations that have gone sour,
don't let go off your dreams,
no one's gonna hear your screams,
even the tears you cried has dried,
don't quit now saying that you tried,
you don't have to face the world alone,
forget the people who have gone,
let the truth be told,
you'll always have my hand to hold,
the music of life is asking you to groove on,
reminding you that it's time to move on...

It's Not Goodbye.........

Days passed, seasons flew

but i am still here thinking of you

you moved on and got a new life

i still think why you said gooodbye

somewhere deep down my memory lane
you will always remain
i hope we will live those moments again
those stupid talks and those silly fights
those crazy things that made us smile
the bond we shared grew stronger with time
but suddenly you decided to end all ties
were your reasons enough to drift away?????

or was it my fault that i let you have your way?????
i should have asked your reason for doing this to me
but that couldn't have made you stay
maybe i should move on, be you are not gonna come back
but i still live in my dreamworld waiting for you to be back......

Surveys In India

My lecturer taught me how important a survey is for an company. It helps them to know about their public image, competitors as well as the threats and opportunities prevailing in the market. But i wonder how much successful the surveys actually are which are conducted here. No one wants to do a survey and anyways who would want  to roam around door to door in such hot and humid summer afternoon just for the sake of filling some questionnaires??? They can probably fill it themselves by giving fake responses and submit it, who's gonna check that anyway! and this is exactly what happens here.

One fine Sunday afternoon i finally decided to sit and sincerely study for my exam but my plans went down the drain with a door bell. I wondered who could it be, i mean who can come to visit us that too on a lazy Sunday afternoon!! And the surprise visitor was none other than a lady conducting survey on various telephone/cellphone network providers. And i was like "okay fine, shoot your questions". She had a huge bunch of papers and as i was analyzing them, she bombarded me with questions, and even before i could answer it she filled it and went on to another question and i was like "what the hell is she doing??" , i mean if she had to fill it own her own then why bother me? seeing my puzzled look she replied- "main jaldi jaldi kar deti hoon taki aapka time waste na ho". and she went on with the questions and finally completed it and finally took my contact details and went away.

After she went I thought how much difficult it would have been for her, to go door to door finding people to fill up the questionnaires and out of them half of whom would not even be interested and the rest half would have got got irritated because of the length of the questionnaire. May be that's the reason she said "i wont waste your time". Even i got irritated not because of the length of questionnaire but b'coz she wasn't actually taking into account what i was saying. God knows what all she has actually written in that!! For her it was about meeting the targets by filling up all the questionnaires, which i think she surely achieved, but the purpose of the company which conducted the survey was defeated completely as the data collected wasn't reliable enough!! If this is the manner in which surveys are conducted and if this is the attitude of people towards surveys, then surely no company can survive in such conditions!! We still have a long long way to go to compete with other world class countries....

Yeh dil maange more.........!!!!!!!!

I remember in my childhood there used to be an ad about Pepsi with Shahrukh Khan n Sachin Tendulkar, where SRK used to pull various tricks just for one bottle of Pepsi. The best part about the ad was its tagline "yeh dil maange more!!!!!!!!!" , though at that time I didn't quite understand the actual meaning about it, but today, being a management student having good knowledge of marketing strategies, i know what that line actually depicts (though u don't have to be a management student to understand this! :P ).
That tag line was not about a bottle of Pepsi but about human nature.

We humans are never satisfied. We just know how to crib about the things we don't have but we don't look at those things that we have. We never realize that there are people who are less fortunate than us. How many times have we heard lines like "kaash 10 marks aur aa jate toh pass ho jata" or "kaash 75% ki jagah 85% aa jate toh mera so and so college m admission ho jata"

When we don't have anything we complain, when we get something we crib for another thing and this process continues! Later on when we lose all this, then we realize that, that a little something was better.

Throughout our life we run behind different things. When we are in school, we crave for college life but after reaching college we realize school was much better. After college, like other people we also become a part of rat race. Pehle ache college mein admission lene ke liye marte hain, then achi company mein placement ke liye marte hain, job milti hai toh salary package ke piche marte hain, woh bhi mil jaye toh ache life partner ke liye tadapte hain aur uske baad bachi hui umar apne bachcho ke liye marte hain. Puri zindagi bas mar mar ke guzaar dete hain, kabhi hassi khushi jeene ka nahi sochte. And when we reach our final stage, lying on our death bed we again crave ki "kaash zindagi thodi aur lambi hoti"

Wishes are endless but life does end one day.
Certainly yeh dil hamesha maange more!!!!! But you don't have to always run behind  your wishes to fulfill them. Life is not just about fulfilling your wishes but enjoying every moment that comes along.
Life is made up of 3 L's -  LIVING, LOVING and LEARNING.
Living your life as per your wish.

Loving what you do.
and Learning from your mistakes.
You may fulfill your TO-DO list by being a part of the rat race but you wont be able to enjoy your success as you'll be too busy running after other things.
Your life is precious. Make it worth it.

Work as though you would live forever,
and live as though you would die today.

Give yourself a chance,
Give yourself the moment,
Give yourself the freedom,
Give yourself the power,
Give yourself the confidence,
Live for today not for tomorrow,
Live the EXTREME!!!!!!!
Because you got yourself only one life... LIVE IT!!!!!

COMPROMISE - ANOTHER NAME FOR LIFE..!!

Life is all about the choices we make. Sometimes the choice is for our happiness and sometimes for the happiness of others. But whatever it may be, we all have to compromise at every single step of life, from the start of the day to the end we compromise on every single matter...

Take this example , you want to eat your favorite dish in dinner but your mom has prepared something which you don't like, but still you eat it, for her happiness.

Life is full of similar compromises. Though its our life , we live it to please others; whatever we do , it is for the happiness of others. we want to see our close ones smile, and in this process we forget to realize that we also have a right to live our life in our own way. Sometimes there is a conflict between our choices and we are not able to decide what is right and what is wrong. We constantly live for others....we think that if our one action brings a smile on our loved ones face then why not?

But is this compromise right?? To an extent its okay but what after that?? How long can u live your life like others say? How long will you compromise with your life? Don't you have the right to live your life in your way?? Why do we have to bow down in front of our parents? Why don't they trust in our abilities? Why do they always feel that whatever we are doing is wrong? Why does this happens always? On one hand they tell us to be independent and on other hand they make us more dependent......

But the irony is that the only solution to this problem is "COMPROMISE". A little compromise by us and a little compromise from others will make this life satisfactory for both...
I guess that's what life's all about...

One day........Someday.....

I don't know what i want,

I don't know what to do,
I cant let go my past,
when life is running through,
I know i cant do this anymore,
but I believe that,
one day someday we gonna be together,
one day someday I'll be happy forever,
one day someday all my dreams will be true,
one day someday life will come back to you........

No matter how much i fall, i will rise again,
cant stay down here, 'coz that's not where i belong,

I cried my eyes out, but now i wont,
cuz i believe that,
oneday someday we gonna be together,
oneday someday i'll be happy forever,
oneday someday all my dreams will be true,
oneday someday life will come back to you........

SO CLOSE YET SO FAR......

 

Love is a beautiful feeling....a feeling that binds a person with each other....our relation with our parents, siblings, friends all represent the love we have for them...but with the passage of time we get so busy with our lives that we begin to take all these relations for granted... we assume that no matter what we do, our parents or friends will forgive us, they would still love us as before...we are so afraid to say "i love you" to a person....that we let ourselves lose him/her but we cant gather the courage to tell them how we actually feel...

Many a times relations break just because a person is not able to express his feelings....but my question is if you can express your anger then why cant you express your love? When we don't even think once before getting angry on someone then why do we think a thousand times before proposing someone? The fear of rejection is so strong that we let that person go away from us when we know that we can make them stay with us forever...why b just a friend when you can be more than that? Stop thinking, its a do or die situation...if you love them go n tell them before its too late....otherwise it would hurt when you see them with someone else...hearts are broken when words are left unspoken....so gather all your courage and tell them.....there's nothing to loose or gain, its okay if they reject, for, at least you tried....you wont spend the rest of your life regretting n thinking "kaash maine ek baar use apni feelings batayi hoti...."

If you have a special person in your life right now, may it be your mom, dad, bro, sis, girlfriend, boyfriend, wife, husband or whoever, whom you love more than your life..go and tell them that you love them...right now....who knows they might b waiting to hear that from you... now if you r thinking that you'll say it later on or may be tomorrow, think again, tomorrow may never come....don't ever loose an opportunity to tell someone how much they matter to you.....life is quite uncertain...its better to do it today rather than regretting it tomorrow...!!
 
Love is like magic..its not everyday that you find a person who has the power to make you fall in love...so when that person comes into  your life, don't ever let him/her go...give reasons to make them stay rather than letting them go away....life is short, actually very short...at least try to live this time to the maximum extent...don't take anyone for granted, if they are there with you today, its not a guarantee that they will be there for you forever...we are humans , we all want someone to make us feel special or at least acknowledge the fact that we care for them and love them...

Here is a small extract i read somewhere:

HE:
I wait everyday till 8 in d office even if there is no work. All my team mates ask of y; how can I tell them that I don't wait for any personal or official work but the only reason why i wait is a 'girl' in my 8pm bus. Truly speaking, I like her. She might not be 1 of those who look like ash or kareena but she is cute and simple and that's the reason i like her. For past 6 months I've been staring at her in bus. When i get into bus somehow my eyes search the whole bus for her glimpse. I didn't ever had any girlfriend. Girls prefer tall-dark-handsome guys which I'm not. I don't want to jump to any relation i just want friendship. I just want to talk to her. I know her name, for I had seen her ID card 1 day but i don't have guts to talk to her. I even don't know if she knows me even by face. I know, no one can help me here but i simply have no guts. At least someone probably a common friend might introduce us. My roommate told me to approach her & get introduced to her all by myself. Its not that easy; this is not a college, what if she complains to others? No, I can't take this risk. Someone else better introduce her to me. God, can u help me please?

SHE:
My cousin told me to show some sign to him that I am OK in having friendship with him. I think he is afraid to come forward. I'll give him a good friendly smile tomorrow, when he gets into bus. I hope he understands & decrypts my signal..God, can u please help him?

GOD:
Now should I come into this picture? Both these humans are acting as if they are in a big problem. Although not for me, I had made life so simple for you, just added a bit of emotions there & see how complex you have made it. I won't interfere here. I have created this world with some fixed rules and i can't break my own rules thereby disrupting the balance of this whole system....

So did you learn anything from this?? Did you notice how a little thing breaks many hearts? Everything is in your hands....don't take anyone for granted...don't let go someone so easily..may b that person is the only thing for which you waited for your whole life....go n grab the opportunity n tell them that you love them......and if you are not happy with a person, let him go...You only get one life to live. Don't waste it with someone you're not happy with!! Move on and find the one who makes you happy. Ask those about the best feeling when they fall in love, ask those about the hurt when they fall apart...you'll know what it feels like...so what are you waiting for?? Express your feeling before its too late......!!

Lost In The Crowd..........

  

   

I keep a smile on my face

but cry my nights away,

thousands of things i wanna share

but who's gonna care anyway,

everyone's busy, no one's there to hear

even if i die no one's gonna care,

I'm a loner in the world so huge

yet there's no place where I can take refuge,

I just wish for a friend so true

a little happiness and life so new,

just for once wanna keep that smile and not fake it in front of you......

kisi ke saath chalna bhi sikhaati hai 

aur bheed mein akela mehsus bhi karwaati h,

kabhi  sab kuch cheen leti hai 

aur kabhi khushiyon ki bauchar kar jaati hai,

yeh zindagi hai mere dost jaate jaate jeena sikha jaati hai....!!!