Best Friend

"This post is entirely dedicated to my best friend - GOD"

When i was weak, YOU gave me strength to carry on.

When i was about to give up, YOU gave me the hope to fight again.

When i was sad, YOU were there to listen me out.

When i was happy, YOU shared my happiness.

When i got confused, YOU showed me the way.

When i didn't study, YOU helped me in my exams. 

When i was nervous, YOU gave me the confidence to move on.

YOU never left me, even though my "friends" did.

 

YOU believed in me, even when i had stopped believing in myself.

YOU protected me, whenever someone tried to harm me.

YOU were there to listen to my ramblings.

YOU answered all my questions through your signs. 

YOU sent people in my life, so that i could learn something from them.

When i cried for those who left me, YOU assured me that no one would be with me in my journey except YOU.

YOU blessed me with everything i needed.

YOU are the only one i trust, because i know you would never break it.

YOU were with me like a shadow to help me, protect me, guide me and motivate me. 

And i know YOU will always be there for me.

With YOU on my side, i know that i can face all the problems because i know you are there with me every moment to help me move ahead.

YOU care for me and protect me like a parent, help me like a friend and guide me like a teacher.

And I, like a good child/friend/student, face all the hurdles to move ahead with an assurance that with my every step YOU are with me.

I know whatever you do is always for the best, though i am not able to understand at that time, but eventually i learn that your decision was right.

Thank you for everything best friend :) 

I couldn't find more beautiful and apt lines to describe our relation - a relation between GOD and HIS CHILD..

"Mitt jaate hain sabke nishaan

bas ek woh mitt ta nahin haye

maan le jo har mushkil ko marzi meri haye

ho humsafar na tera jab koi

Tu ho jahan rahunga main wahi

tujhse kabhi na ik pal bhi main judaa

tu na jaane aas paas hai khuda,

tu na  jaane aas paas hai khuda.."

A Thing Of Past

I pretend to be strong

but inside i am breaking apart

all the moments once cherished

are now a thing of the past

you are not able to see

i am not what i used to be

i have lost more than i gained

all my relations are now strained

of all, i miss you the most

because you you were the only friend i had, now lost

hundreds of things i wanna say

but words are not finding its way

feelings now flow in the tears i hide and smiles i lie

you understood my every emotion

and stood by me with devotion

now that's a thing of the past

which i thought would ever last

you left me all alone

with the moments bygone

i am still there, where you left me

waiting with the memories.. 

"kahin toh hogi woh duniya jahan tu mere saath hai..." 

one of my favorites..
whenever i listen to it, it takes me to a whole new world.. :)